Ok so basically I had an amazing night last night. Brent and I went to the bar and had a grand old time. All of the Phi Taus were there, including my dear friend Roy. Seriously, I am proud that I didnt atlk to him. We looked at each other for a while haha yeah thats random. I had a lot of fun though otherwise. Pat knows about my bet Im still going to win it. The night ended randomly fun and Friday started randomly fun.

Im still a super fan of Cartel

All of my friends think that I am the type of girl that will never get married. It probably is true though, at least at  this juncture in my life.

All of this stems from my lack of a single relationship with a single boy. I always have at least two people that I am talking to. I just dont see the need to settle.

In other news my oh wait nevermind that is an overshare. Its about my feet lol

I definately havent updated in a while.  Where do I start. My old 'fling' screamed in my face for twenty minutes one night about how he never liked me, which , if you ask anyone is a bold face lie. At that moment though I felt every feeling that I had for him leave my body. It was an odd but amazing feeling. It was either the feeling or the alcohol talking. 

I met this guy on Friday night at  my house party that seemed pretty cool. I didnt really talk to him until the end and it was only for a minute but he gave me a big hug and told me that I was beautiful and that I deserve a guy that will treat me well. Holy shit has he been here the whole time? That is definately something that people need to hear from time to time especially when they were involved with who I was involved with.

Why is it that I have all of these guys around me who are interested but there is something missing or I see through all of their bullshit. There is one for instance, I am somewhat into him and he I. The only thing that was getting in the way of anything was my relationship with the other guy. Well now that that is completely over I am all his, he just makes it super hard because of the bullshit comments that he makes to me and then says that he is joking. Well newsflash I dont think that you are that funny. I know that if I was even joking and brought up Roy he would flip his shit. Grr.

Its good to get all of this down because I have been thinking about it a lot lately. 

Also I really like the lead singer of Cartel's voice. Like a lot a lot

I don t like it much when my hand gets cold. I would like some ice cream and maybe a cherry coke but that would mean venturing out into the cold cold world. I dont like that idea very much.

I hate school!!